Memorializing the Life of Babe a Year Later

Everyday, I think about her everyday but when I woke up this morning my soul wept. It wept because it reminded this was the date that she made her transition, a year ago. We communicate with one another daily but it doesn’t change the fact she is no longer in this 3D form of existence.

A few days ago she told me that I need to go to church because I had been contemplating going on a solo hike, she insisted that I go to church instead, so I did. I was late but I got to service before it ended. Reverend was giving spirit greetings and within 5 minutes Spirit directed her to me. She immediately brought in my Grandmother and I just wept loudly. No one in service knew what today meant, no one. I’m not surprised either. As soon as I stepped into the church my vibrational frequency changed from a lower level to a higher loving level.

I spoke to the Reverend after church and she advised me to grab a white candle to acknowledge her day before going into a deep meditation. I brought the candle and have it lit next to her photo. I’m in bed now because grieving is exhausting but I’ll be okay. Her Spirit has never left me just her body, yet a part of me will always grieve her passing. Her Spirit is always with me but I’m still human.

August 19th, 2016

I never thought this would be the last night I would spend with Babe on this 3D existence of life. Originally I had planned on spending the night along with my twin sister because now that Babe was on hospice we wanted to spend as much time with her that we could. Before arriving to the hospital I called the nurse’s station and requested for any extra pull out chair so that we both could spend the night but when I entered into the room there was only one. So I did what I always done I took a seat right next to Babe.

She was unconscious at this point but she looked like she was sleeping peacefully even sounded like she was snoring, but that sound was actually a sign of actively dying, which I found out later. I brought a Sylvie Brown book on life in the afterlife and started reading it to her. The photo below is a picture that my sister took while I was reading to her. It doesn’t look like it but Babe is laying in the bed comfortably underneath her blanket. It wasn’t an emotionally hard night for me surprisingly, we had been with her every night since we found out this would be her last stay in the hospital.

This was a Friday night however this began the following Thursday night. I had been pet sitting for my sister’s best friend and was waiting a long time to take the dog back to her parent’s house because my sister and I were flying up to Portland, OR to attend our cousin’s graduation from college. I ended up visiting my grandmother at 8:30pm. When I entered into the room I instantly knew something was wrong, very wrong. She didn’t look like herself and when I touched her she was clammy. She said her stomach hurt which wasn’t unusual but when she asked for a Kleenex to spit up in she threw up dark brown fluid, which was bile. I called for the CNA’s to help clean her up and in that very moment I experienced tunnel vision with Babe. Our soul’s communicated and she told me, “I’m done”, and I immediately started to cry. I heard her in my mind if that makes sense, and I knew then it was the beginning of the end of this journey for her and I both.

Around 12:30am on the 19th I decided to leave and go home. I got up out of my seat and came around the bed and held her bruised hand, and with my other free hand I wipe something from her face and kissed her on her forehead and said, “Ok Babe I’ll see you tomorrow when I spend the night”. I said goodnight to my sister and said “I love you Babe” and immediately I heard in my head, “I love you too”. I verbally recognized this my sister and told her that her spirit was still with her.

Three and a half hours later I received a call from my mother saying, “She’s gone, Mama’s gone”, the day my entire life changed.

Just Give In 

Last night my sister and I traveled to San Francisco to attend a concert. Normally from Sacramento it’s takes an hour and a 1/2 but since we left at 5:30pm, we were expecting to get there in 2 and 1/2 hours because of rush hour traffic, but we were wrong. An hour later we entered into the city where we met the most of our traffic. I have an exteme anxiety of driving in SF due to the high hills so I prayed for comfort as I exited off of the 101. Next, I asked my guides specifically to help me find close and FREE parking and I found both minutes later. 

Favorite Indie Artist, Hazel English (I took this photo)

Hazel English is a 25 year old Oakland based Australian Indie artist. I found her one day last year while listening to an Indie mix on Spotify. If you’re into the Indie genre check her out, you’ll love her! She’s got a 60’s vibe about her from the clothing she wears you the essence she sends out onto the world. 

My sister and I were originally the first pair in line but after going back to the car and grabbing my sister’s sweater we came back second in line. The two ladies in front of us were San Jose natives who extended warmness and familiarity. As soon as the doors were opened we walked into the venue and Hazel walks in front and a across from where I’m standing in the darkened lit room and I yell, “Hazel” as she turns around. I then embarrassingly ask, “Can I take a picture with you”, which she replies, “Sure but after the show”. I felt like a little kid and I knew my face was red from the embarrassment I felt. Here I am 28 years old, geeking out when I see another (talented) human being just feet from where I was standing.  All in all she put on an amazing show and displayed some of her era sticken moves which I wished I had recorded on my Snapchat!

Spirit is always with us readily available to assist with anything, all we need to do is ask. Although, I asked for small things, Spirit was there so why wouldn’t there be there when I ask for “big” things?  

While you’re pondering that question just go ahead and listen to her, here’s a link from Amazon Music, it’s her new album, Just Give In/ Never Going Home Again. You’re thank you in advance! 

 3rd Chakra Confession

Another late night post when I get off work an have time before I go to sleep to refocus my mind on light work “stuff”. I’ve been working on releasing a lot of things, that no longer serve me, things that limit me, and things that are not for the highest good. I’m an Indigo. I came here to help the world become enlightened and remember why they too chose come to Earth. 

Each of us has a purpose and a reason everything that happens in life is for our highest good for us to learn, is it (learning) not for the highest good? That sounds redundant but it’s true. I work well with people it’s like a natural ability that’s where counseling comes in for me. And spiritually I connect with people because I can pick up on energy and and connect with Spirit through my mediumship. 

Development is ever going it doesn’t stop it’s not like I get to a level where I feel like I’ve learned all that I need to learn and I don’t need to learn anymore. That’s Ego, which can be very hard to defeat but it’s not really my ego that affects me it’s my belief in myself sometimes honestly, but I’m a work in progress. We’re all a work in progress. 
I am. I am. I am that I am. 

As my solar plexus shines……..

Namaste.

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Lightworker Struggles

Hey everyone! I’ve been busy with grad school, looking for a new/more beneficial job, while working on my Free Spirit services. I can’t say life is boring that’s for sure. 

Recently I went on a hike, a spiritual hike with fellow lightworkers and had a profound experience. I’m too catch up in the 3D world and need to refocus my attention to my spiritual development. Now that I’m on a short break with school, I have more time focus and learn how to fully incorporate my spiritual and physical needs into one. 

I’m in the works of creating a YouTube channel about spirituality, spiritual experiences, and discuss spiritual counseling using psychothereupetic approaches. 

For my favorite bloggers I’ll be catching up with you soon! Love and light to you! 

What is a Spiritual Counselor? Yeah what is it that I do? 

What is a Spiritual Counselor, one might ask, well it’s an individual who integratates psychothereupetic approaches along with implementing Spirit through the use of clairvoyance, clairaudience, and/or clairsentience.
I invite my Spirit Guides to provide me with information my client needs to know in combination with the many different psychothereupetic approaches I implement with my clients.

I am a Master’s program for Mental Health Counseling and possess the knowledge and capability of performing such services. 

I live in Sacramento, CA.

Transitioning and Manifesting, They Kinda Go Together

I actually made it through this last period of Mercury Retrograde which ended May 4th! During this transitional time I moved in with the love of my life which was a decision made prior to the Mercury Retrograde, participated in an interview that I feel will change my working environment, AND I started my counseling internship!!!! 

The move was stressful as most moves are but once I became settled in everything that was negative is now positive, with everything falling into place! I’ve been praying about the negative energy at work and send loving energy to my co-workers and the clients, in addition to perform soul communication with those who are struggling at work. It seems as though when one person struggles, they want everyone else to suffer too. Ahhh but not I, no longer! Soul communication is done when you speak directly to another person’s soul. I normally say the following, “Dear soul of_______ I love, honor, and respect you. I ask for___________. I ask that you receive in this love and light. I also have been praying for Archangel Michael to come in and protect my Spirit from picking up negative energy and psychic attacks. Each day becomes easier to endure, at work, but I am already thankful for the new position I will be accepting soon. I feel it and I know a new position is coming for me.

Lastly, I saw my first client as a counselor in training!!!! I am in the last section of my Master’s program of Mental Health Counseling and I was given a referral to a non-profit private practice and was accepted there to complete my internship and Master’s program! I love it because I’m being taught how to build and maintain a private practice which is what I want. I  ultimately  want to do spiritual counseling and this experience with the non-profit will teach me everything I need to pursue my goals of operating a private practice!

Mediate, pray, be thankful, and share love; these are the characteristics for success. Life changes for opportunities to grow, remember this always.

Transition
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I am of What the Cosmos Are Made Of

No picture to share but I saw a shooting star. Is that even “photographical”? I don’t know but I immediately felt a sense of oneness with it, sigh of breath, magical. 

A home out within infinite space, yes I’m missing that place. 

Where we all sparkle.

My Experience with an Animal Intuitive 

Mendo has been the most unpredictable gift that I’ve received as of lately. He’s my Jorkie (Jack Russell & Yorkie mix) and I’ve grown to love him! 

I met Daisy at a psychic fair that I serviced and although I’ve only met her twice, it seemed as though I’ve known her for a very long time. So after some thought I reached out to her for a reading about Mendo and my past baby,  Mamas. The reading was INCREDIBLE.  Readings for animals is a different form of spiritual ability which is needed in the world. Animals give us humans life and some of us a purpose in this life. If you’re interested in knowing what your pet wants to say I highly recommend Daisy. She can be reached through her website Animal Mystic.  

Daisy is also a Reiki Master; a woman with versatile spiritual attunement!

Spirit Communication is A Personal Connection 

Remember when I bought you that one book? The Shack,yeah do you remember that, I know you do because you spent almost 20 minutes arguing with me that the name Amber was in the book. You were right, Amber was the name of one of the characters at the campsite. Well the movie just came out and it was everything I imagined it to be and MORE, I just wish you were sitting beside me having the same experience…. but you were. 

Ginina was late, OF COURSE, so we missed the majority of the previews before the movie. I really wanted to see them but she had bought our tickets so I haaaddddd to wait for her. 15 minutes later she finally arrives and we get seated. The last movie review was about a girl whose mother kept her in the house all her life due to an illness she had. It looked like a cute teeny-bopper movie until the girl’s name appeared on the screen….. Madeline, and I knew without a doubt you WERE present with me. 

It’s the settle signs that you know I’ll recognize, I’ll understand; we’ve always had a personal connection so why would it change now that you’re in Spirit? Rhetorical.

You never disappoint. I love you Grandma, and will always be missing you, even though intuitively I know you never really left…

Amber Choisella