My Psilocybin Trip

 

Tripping

Yesterday I experienced my first solo trip via psilocybin aka the Magic Mushroom. I had no expectations and was accepting of everything I would endure. Weeks prior I had purchased an 1/8th of mushroom which is really about 5 or 6 stems. I kept them until I felt it was the right time to and the feeling came yesterday. I received an energetic healing through the use of light language from my previous post Healing Through Meditation, Light Language, and Isis’s Gift. The healing basically cleared out my solar plexus. I had issues from past life traumas that needed to be released. During my trip I released even more blockages.

When I ingested my first few stems it was 5:15pm and after waiting an hour and not feeling anything I decided to take the remaining stems. I decided to lay down besides the love of my life who was currently doing his homework. He had previously agreed to watch over me and make sure I made it through the trip. I started feeling cold I decided to turn on the portable heater and lay in front of it and that’s where my trip began. Immediately started to cry uncontrollably because I was experiencing the pain of my first long term relationship. I felt all the pain as if it had just been felt. My love found me on the floor and carried me to bed where I sat up in bed and experienced what felt like past life and inter-dimensional experiences. What I mean by inter-dimensional is situations and circumstances that were occurring, have occurred, or what could have occurred simultaneously. I felt the loss of my Grandmother and fell into a deep brief sorrow when he grabbed me and held me talking me through the experience. I saw the plants in our bedroom reaching out to me which did not disturb me, it made me feel like everything was a part of one another. I remember saying, “I’m okay and okay” for hours. I was receiving information and at times it felt overwhelming and I felt like I was in touch with the 3D reality then I was within another dimension the next second. It was very enlightening, very self-reflective.

I recommend anyone who wants to try this to have someone with them whom they trust wholeheartedly just in case the trip goes bad, because it’s possible. This was definitely a therapeutic experience, and I will treat it as one of enlightenment. It is a source of discovery given to humanity from the Earth. This is similar to the ceremonial process of Ayahuasca, from Indigenous Peruvian shamans in the Amazon. This is a sacred process and should always be treated as such.

Amber Choisella

Releasing & Accepting Divine Timing

I am currently dealing with or should I say, working through something in my life and it’s difficult because I don’t have patience. I’m ready to move forward yet I KNOW it’s not time yet, but I’m ready to move on. I spoke to another lightworker earlier today and she suggested that I give myself a reading. This is the message that I received. Hopefully you can read the cards if not they’re; you are not alone, acceptance, divine timing, allow love, and patience. I’m ready to release and accept and get ready to transition, trusting that the Universe will deliver right on time, divine timing. 

 3rd Chakra Confession

Another late night post when I get off work an have time before I go to sleep to refocus my mind on light work “stuff”. I’ve been working on releasing a lot of things, that no longer serve me, things that limit me, and things that are not for the highest good. I’m an Indigo. I came here to help the world become enlightened and remember why they too chose come to Earth. 

Each of us has a purpose and a reason everything that happens in life is for our highest good for us to learn, is it (learning) not for the highest good? That sounds redundant but it’s true. I work well with people it’s like a natural ability that’s where counseling comes in for me. And spiritually I connect with people because I can pick up on energy and and connect with Spirit through my mediumship. 

Development is ever going it doesn’t stop it’s not like I get to a level where I feel like I’ve learned all that I need to learn and I don’t need to learn anymore. That’s Ego, which can be very hard to defeat but it’s not really my ego that affects me it’s my belief in myself sometimes honestly, but I’m a work in progress. We’re all a work in progress. 
I am. I am. I am that I am. 

As my solar plexus shines……..

Namaste.

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