When Spirit Defines Home as Louisiana

I’ve been having dreams as of lately (this past Friday 3/2) of my family that made it possible for me to be and it has left an emotional mark on me. My grandparents basically raised me but unlike a lot of grandparents who raised their grandchildren, my parents were also in the picture, so really it was an entire family raising my sister and I. My grandparents though, we the definition of a loving relationship, what a real marriage looks like. In every picture taken my Grandmother is always looking at my Grandfather with such love, no wonder why I love that way that I do. These are my maternal grandparents. If you’ve been following me for a while or from the beginning you would know how much my Grandmother’s presence in my life greatly impacted me. It will be two years in August that she has transitioned back to Spirit and 8 years for my Grandfather, yet when I’m going through a really hard time I feel their presence ever so strongly.

On Friday I woke up crying from a dream about my Grandparents. I woke up in grief. In my dream I was in a fairly large house full of chaos and I wanted to see my Grandfather. I found my Grandmother and asked her where he was and she told me he had “gone home to Louisiana”.

My Grandparents: Mr. Grandpa & Babe

I called him and pleaded with him at this point to come back because I needed him and all he said was that he was home and he couldn’t be where I was anymore. Shortly after that my Grandmother informed that she too would  be going home soon. I tried to process this while I was asleep but I woke up to a wet pillow. I’m currently in a state of transition, trying to figure out what is the best fit for me, what it looks like and what it feels like. It’s difficult to process and I’ve been really struggling with it now and of lately. The rest of the day I was depressed and in mourning because I miss being able to go to my Grandmother for a hug or a smile but whenever I’ve ever really needed her she’s always been available for me and that has never stopped. I’ve thankful to be so intuned to Spirit because I need to know that my Grandmother has never left me, her Spirit is the most important to me; soul mate connection.

Amber Choisella

 

Changes with my Inner Vision

As of recently I’ve been experiencing dreams that tend to immediately come into reality. These dreams aren’t serious in nature, yet for my own interpretation it means that my intuition is growing. While my dreams are occurring I have been experiencing a throbbing sensation in between my eyes, the area of the pineal gland, aka the third eye chakra. I’ve also noticed that sometimes when I’ve meditated that I see a bright white light in my peripheral vision, which I’ve seen when giving myself an oracle reading.

I am excited to continue growing spiritually and sharing my experience with you!

Cousin, Please Tell Me If This Makes Sense!

A lot could be told in analyzing genes but since I’m not a scientist so I won’t give you misguided information. All I know is that spiritual gifts can most likely be found in the lineage of one’s “biological” makeup. With that said my cousin Cherelle and I share similar abilities yet this time it seems like I mirrored her’s for the experience I’m about to write about.

Cherelle has the ability to experience Spirit through dreams of the recently departed. I have experienced this myself but it has always been personal, for me, to me. Just recently she lost her cousin, one I had not met before, so it was weird that I had a dream about him.

May 16th I woke up and immediately texted my cousin about a dream I recently had. I first asked her if she had a dream about her departed cousin yet and she told me she hadn’t so I preceded to tell her my dream. It was as though I was viewing the dream through her eyes and I found myself in a kitchen. Her cousin was standing in front of the stove cooking and dancing and he turned and looked at me and said, “It feels good to have everyone together” then I woke up. Her response was simple, “WOW”, and when I asked if the funeral had happened already she told me it was the following day. 

So the next day she texts me out of the blue and told me she was at the funeral. She said,”I get it now, cuz all of his friends and family are here. I told his sister about the dream and she said, this was his everybody”.

I know this may seem small but the fact that her cousin went through me to give her and their family a message, is PHENOMENAL. This proof that Spirit is always with us. It’s really a great feeling that I can share my experiences with my cousin and that we connect on this level! This is us on my birthday celebrations earlier this year!

Thanks for reading and allowing me to share this story with you! Please comment below if you too have had similar experiences I would love to read about them!

 

My cousin Cherelle & I for my 28th birthday celebrations.

 

Dreams and Flickering Lights

Losing my Grandmother in the physical aspect was my worst living nightmare, even as a child just the thought traumatized me. I know now it’s because of our soul connection to one another and the many lifetimes we’ve shared that created this fear of…. potentially losing her. 

When the day finally came and her soul broke free, I felt alone, utterly alone but she always find ways to remind me of her presence, even on the day she passed on. 

I dream about her often, sense her presence, and acknowledge whenever she speaks to me. Hearing her is different now, but whenever I do I never doubt it. 

This morning while doing my hair and listening to one of Theresa Caputo’s audiobooks, the light flickered. It happened right when Theresa was talking about signs from loved ones. Thanks Babe.

I’ll miss my Grandmother for the rest of my life but I have so much of her left within me along with videos and pictures to remind me of her, so that the time I have left on this Earth won’t feel like it’s too far away from our reunion together.

If you’ve recently lost a loved one, I only hope that reading this brings you some type of comfort in knowing that our loved ones are never too far away and are always in our hearts. That’s comforting to know if anything else. 

I See the Future in my Dreams

I can see the future once I close my eyes and quiet my mind.

Receiving guidance, learning lessons, leading from….

Dreams are not what they seem when they suddenly develop into reality.

Does it scare me… no,

Can I grow when my mind is awake but my body is nowhere to be found? Consciousness, openness, readiness I’m now ready to own.

Hippie soul who possesses a body, laude-di-da-di, it’s my soul who fights to run free.

 

Amber Choisella