Blogger Recognition Award

Blogger Recognition Award

Hello everyone!

Earlier today, fellow blogger The Dragonfly  nominated me for the “Blogger Recognition Award” and let’s just say, this made my soul smile! I am reading this post rather late but all the same I’m honestly highly honored.

I want to give a HUGE thank you to this sweet soul for adding my blog to her nominee list, honestly made my night.

The Dragon Fly‘s blog resonates with my higher self as am I am currently in the mood of transformation. It’s also very interesting that whenever I go hiking I am always guided by a dragonfly, it’s as if they are guiding and supporting me as I continue to ascend higher, spiritually of course! If you’re into positive affirmations and support towards transformation, you’ll love her blog!

THE RULES ARE:

  • Thank the blogger who nominated you and provide a link to their blog.
  • Write a post to show your award.
  • Give a brief story of how your blog started.
  • Give two pieces of advice to new bloggers.
  • Select 15 other bloggers, or however many you want to give this award to.
  • Comment on each blog and let them know you have nominated them & provide link to the post you created.

The Freespirited was created as a platform to submit my feelings and ideas to but it too has been transforming into a site for those who are seek spiritual understanding and development to find answers and resonance. I’ve been blogging for two years but have been writing for about 20 years. I’m not bohemian, just a free spirit, seeking and spreading truth as I know it! In love and light.

My two pieces of advice to new bloggers are:

  1. Be comfortable – Write because you can. Write because you feel the need to ; whatever the reason, write because it’s your form of expression. Be comfortable with the content that you seek to write.
  2. Don’t be afraid to reach out and talk to someone – I have no problems contacting others, just ask any of my nominees! If someone reaches out and comments on your post, don’t be afraid to engage in conversation with them because you never know what you can build and or share with one another!

My lovely nominees are:

Note: You do NOT have to participate, however, it could be a way to make someone a little more excited about their day 🙂

Thanks to all who read, check out my posts in the archives!

Just Give In 

Last night my sister and I traveled to San Francisco to attend a concert. Normally from Sacramento it’s takes an hour and a 1/2 but since we left at 5:30pm, we were expecting to get there in 2 and 1/2 hours because of rush hour traffic, but we were wrong. An hour later we entered into the city where we met the most of our traffic. I have an exteme anxiety of driving in SF due to the high hills so I prayed for comfort as I exited off of the 101. Next, I asked my guides specifically to help me find close and FREE parking and I found both minutes later. 

Favorite Indie Artist, Hazel English (I took this photo)

Hazel English is a 25 year old Oakland based Australian Indie artist. I found her one day last year while listening to an Indie mix on Spotify. If you’re into the Indie genre check her out, you’ll love her! She’s got a 60’s vibe about her from the clothing she wears you the essence she sends out onto the world. 

My sister and I were originally the first pair in line but after going back to the car and grabbing my sister’s sweater we came back second in line. The two ladies in front of us were San Jose natives who extended warmness and familiarity. As soon as the doors were opened we walked into the venue and Hazel walks in front and a across from where I’m standing in the darkened lit room and I yell, “Hazel” as she turns around. I then embarrassingly ask, “Can I take a picture with you”, which she replies, “Sure but after the show”. I felt like a little kid and I knew my face was red from the embarrassment I felt. Here I am 28 years old, geeking out when I see another (talented) human being just feet from where I was standing.  All in all she put on an amazing show and displayed some of her era sticken moves which I wished I had recorded on my Snapchat!

Spirit is always with us readily available to assist with anything, all we need to do is ask. Although, I asked for small things, Spirit was there so why wouldn’t there be there when I ask for “big” things?  

While you’re pondering that question just go ahead and listen to her, here’s a link from Amazon Music, it’s her new album, Just Give In/ Never Going Home Again. You’re thank you in advance! 

Lightworker Struggles

Hey everyone! I’ve been busy with grad school, looking for a new/more beneficial job, while working on my Free Spirit services. I can’t say life is boring that’s for sure. 

Recently I went on a hike, a spiritual hike with fellow lightworkers and had a profound experience. I’m too catch up in the 3D world and need to refocus my attention to my spiritual development. Now that I’m on a short break with school, I have more time focus and learn how to fully incorporate my spiritual and physical needs into one. 

I’m in the works of creating a YouTube channel about spirituality, spiritual experiences, and discuss spiritual counseling using psychothereupetic approaches. 

For my favorite bloggers I’ll be catching up with you soon! Love and light to you! 

Transitioning and Manifesting, They Kinda Go Together

I actually made it through this last period of Mercury Retrograde which ended May 4th! During this transitional time I moved in with the love of my life which was a decision made prior to the Mercury Retrograde, participated in an interview that I feel will change my working environment, AND I started my counseling internship!!!! 

The move was stressful as most moves are but once I became settled in everything that was negative is now positive, with everything falling into place! I’ve been praying about the negative energy at work and send loving energy to my co-workers and the clients, in addition to perform soul communication with those who are struggling at work. It seems as though when one person struggles, they want everyone else to suffer too. Ahhh but not I, no longer! Soul communication is done when you speak directly to another person’s soul. I normally say the following, “Dear soul of_______ I love, honor, and respect you. I ask for___________. I ask that you receive in this love and light. I also have been praying for Archangel Michael to come in and protect my Spirit from picking up negative energy and psychic attacks. Each day becomes easier to endure, at work, but I am already thankful for the new position I will be accepting soon. I feel it and I know a new position is coming for me.

Lastly, I saw my first client as a counselor in training!!!! I am in the last section of my Master’s program of Mental Health Counseling and I was given a referral to a non-profit private practice and was accepted there to complete my internship and Master’s program! I love it because I’m being taught how to build and maintain a private practice which is what I want. I  ultimately  want to do spiritual counseling and this experience with the non-profit will teach me everything I need to pursue my goals of operating a private practice!

Mediate, pray, be thankful, and share love; these are the characteristics for success. Life changes for opportunities to grow, remember this always.

Transition
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Dreams and Flickering Lights

Losing my Grandmother in the physical aspect was my worst living nightmare, even as a child just the thought traumatized me. I know now it’s because of our soul connection to one another and the many lifetimes we’ve shared that created this fear of…. potentially losing her. 

When the day finally came and her soul broke free, I felt alone, utterly alone but she always find ways to remind me of her presence, even on the day she passed on. 

I dream about her often, sense her presence, and acknowledge whenever she speaks to me. Hearing her is different now, but whenever I do I never doubt it. 

This morning while doing my hair and listening to one of Theresa Caputo’s audiobooks, the light flickered. It happened right when Theresa was talking about signs from loved ones. Thanks Babe.

I’ll miss my Grandmother for the rest of my life but I have so much of her left within me along with videos and pictures to remind me of her, so that the time I have left on this Earth won’t feel like it’s too far away from our reunion together.

If you’ve recently lost a loved one, I only hope that reading this brings you some type of comfort in knowing that our loved ones are never too far away and are always in our hearts. That’s comforting to know if anything else. 

It Wasn’t a Premonition,  I was Wrong.

February 23rd I saw a Facebook post from my friend’s sister asking everyone to pray for her family. It wasn’t anything more descriptive or specific than that but I instantly received a message that told me who the message pertained to and the fact that this was a fatality. 

I had nothing to base this off of so I reached out to a mutual and family friend of my friend and confirmed that it was who I thought it was and it was a fatality. 

I couldn’t and still can’t believe it. 

I reached out to my spiritual mentor thinking I had a premonition and she said, “No Honey, that was a message, that your friend communicated to you. She confirmed who it was and what the situation was. She came through to you”. 

This was how I received the message; first it was a strong feeling in my heart chakra then a strong knowing followed with this,  “It’s_____, I didn’t make it”. 

Usually I receive for others not for myself. I will carry this experience with me forever.

Ode to Janel

We met in the fourth grade but fuuucckkk 27 years,  27 years isn’t long enough. 

I’m angry. I’m heartbroken. 

I’m a lot of things because I can’t understand why, but then again it’s not meant for me to. 

We spent a lot of time together in our early twenties. Smoked a lot of blunts together, now this letter or whatever this is just feels strange. 

I used to call your Mom, Mom and you showed me things in your culture, you talked to me about your secrets, and I never judged you for that. You never judged me for my shit and I would laugh and say, “that’s cuz you with the shit”. Now that’s it, in this realm anyway. 

You’re in a time and space where you’re anywhere and everywhere. A space where you’ll always be with your daughter and everyone else who loves you. 
The young and beautiful live forever; you’ll live forever in my spirit, until our next lifetime together. 

I love you. 

The Shift and What To Do When It’s Happening 

I have to be honest, it’s the next best thing other than  being nice right? 

I’ve been struggling. Ask me how I’m doing and I’ll tell you I’m struggling.

Homework is difficult because my job is difficult and I feel like everything is unraveling around me. I feel like maybe I’m really not cut out for this counseling thing, until a client came to me within her deepest despair and the counseling process opened up and started to flow out of me. Afterwards the client had told me that ever since they met me they knew I would be the one that they could come and talk to, and suddenly I started seeing the light breaking through the clouds.wp-1486026405935.png

I work for a non-profit crisis residential program with people who are currently in crisis come and stay 30 days to work on a treatment plan to live a better life essentially. These people are seriously unwell. So everyday I never know what I’m going to walk in to. My first month in and I already had a client file a grievance with me and I had to talk to the state investigator about it on my birthday, it was so nerve wratching! I’m learning that I can’t take anything personal but it’s HARD. I just want to counsel people but I did need to experience this side of the field too. I’m thankful for the job, I’m just needing to bring in my spiritual care if not I’ll digress quickly…..

The Shift is  occurring within and around us and it’s effecting everything and everyone, so what do you do? I work on my spiritual health to keep me going. Due to the stress and anxiety I’ve dealing with school and work I need something that intervenes and helps my soul and it’s this, this what I’m doing right, sharing my story to someone who might care….I care, I had to let it go, all the unwanted, all the uninvited energies, I had to let them go. A sweet woman I call Auntie Judy knew of my struggles  and she asked if she could give me a spiritual healing using light language. It’s the language that only the soul can understand. Immediately I felt better. She advised me to have a black tourmaline stone with me at all times because this stone grounds me and protects my spirit from negative energies. I bought a chakra bracelet and a small bad to carry certain stones to help my aura cleanse itself and to not keep any unwanted energy, yes the stone will help with all of that! 

I also take bubble baths with blessed salt to cleanse my spirit. These techniques really do help bring me back to balance. The picture below is my small temple. I have Ganesh protecting Babe’s picture in the middle, a cookie fortune that says, well I don’t honestly know at the moment, another stone I can’t remember and a larger piece of Black Tourmaline. Inside are the many different crystals I carry on the daily for spiritual protection and ascension. Even with the darkest days spirituality is still everything to me!

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Babe will always be the center of my heart.

Five Ways to Find Your Life Purpose

Spirit Evolution

Why am I here? What am I supposed to do with my life? What will give me the most joy and fulfillment?

Many of us ask questions similar to these at some point in our life, and coming up with an answer can be challenging. It is easy to get so bogged down with day-to-day living that we lose sight of the bigger purpose of our being. But when you take the time to step back, you can identify your individual gift and then share it with the world.

Here are a number of ways you can begin to identify your life purpose.

  1. Figure out what you love doing. Make a list of the things that you do that bring you joy or invigorate you. What activities cause you to lose track of time or forget to eat? What did you love to do when you were a kid?

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Clearing out Energy and Dealing with Borderline Personality Disorder

It’s been a while since I’ve last posted anything and to be honest I’ve been sick and dealing with a personal crisis. Yes, even the optimist struggles from time to time. I’m feeling better now and things  have calmed down as I’ve worked through the struggles. Therapy helps too especially when learning how to deal with someone who has Borderline Personality Disorder at work. It’s not a psychotic issue it’s behavioral which is something I’ve never encountered before. It was extremely stressful working with a client with this disorder because it’s new, but just because it’s new and difficult does not mean I was gonna give up. I couldn’t give up, I chose to understand and talk to my supervisor and therapist about it. After all, I am in school so that I’ll be able to work for and advocate for the mental health community. Seriously, support and self-care are both essential for working in the mental health field.

As far as my sickness…. it was directed in my throat which a good friend reminded me, of the Throat Chakra and the ascension that’s occurring now on Earth. Clearing energy to open up for new energy to come in and continuing helping me speak my truth and the truth Spirit has for me to speak.

That’s all I got for now……. oh yeah my 28th year of life is on Thursday the 26th, too bad I’ll be working a 12 hour shift… yeah that’s overtime! Farewell for now…. always continue to love and live in the light!

Amber Choisella