Dreams and Flickering Lights

Losing my Grandmother in the physical aspect was my worst living nightmare, even as a child just the thought traumatized me. I know now it’s because of our soul connection to one another and the many lifetimes we’ve shared that created this fear of…. potentially losing her. 

When the day finally came and her soul broke free, I felt alone, utterly alone but she always find ways to remind me of her presence, even on the day she passed on. 

I dream about her often, sense her presence, and acknowledge whenever she speaks to me. Hearing her is different now, but whenever I do I never doubt it. 

This morning while doing my hair and listening to one of Theresa Caputo’s audiobooks, the light flickered. It happened right when Theresa was talking about signs from loved ones. Thanks Babe.

I’ll miss my Grandmother for the rest of my life but I have so much of her left within me along with videos and pictures to remind me of her, so that the time I have left on this Earth won’t feel like it’s too far away from our reunion together.

If you’ve recently lost a loved one, I only hope that reading this brings you some type of comfort in knowing that our loved ones are never too far away and are always in our hearts. That’s comforting to know if anything else. 

I am of What the Cosmos Are Made Of

No picture to share but I saw a shooting star. Is that even “photographical”? I don’t know but I immediately felt a sense of oneness with it, sigh of breath, magical. 

A home out within infinite space, yes I’m missing that place. 

Where we all sparkle.

My Experience with an Animal Intuitive 

Mendo has been the most unpredictable gift that I’ve received as of lately. He’s my Jorkie (Jack Russell & Yorkie mix) and I’ve grown to love him! 

I met Daisy at a psychic fair that I serviced and although I’ve only met her twice, it seemed as though I’ve known her for a very long time. So after some thought I reached out to her for a reading about Mendo and my past baby,  Mamas. The reading was INCREDIBLE.  Readings for animals is a different form of spiritual ability which is needed in the world. Animals give us humans life and some of us a purpose in this life. If you’re interested in knowing what your pet wants to say I highly recommend Daisy. She can be reached through her website Animal Mystic.  

Daisy is also a Reiki Master; a woman with versatile spiritual attunement!

Spirit Communication is A Personal Connection 

Remember when I bought you that one book? The Shack,yeah do you remember that, I know you do because you spent almost 20 minutes arguing with me that the name Amber was in the book. You were right, Amber was the name of one of the characters at the campsite. Well the movie just came out and it was everything I imagined it to be and MORE, I just wish you were sitting beside me having the same experience…. but you were. 

Ginina was late, OF COURSE, so we missed the majority of the previews before the movie. I really wanted to see them but she had bought our tickets so I haaaddddd to wait for her. 15 minutes later she finally arrives and we get seated. The last movie review was about a girl whose mother kept her in the house all her life due to an illness she had. It looked like a cute teeny-bopper movie until the girl’s name appeared on the screen….. Madeline, and I knew without a doubt you WERE present with me. 

It’s the settle signs that you know I’ll recognize, I’ll understand; we’ve always had a personal connection so why would it change now that you’re in Spirit? Rhetorical.

You never disappoint. I love you Grandma, and will always be missing you, even though intuitively I know you never really left…

Amber Choisella 

It Wasn’t a Premonition,  I was Wrong.

February 23rd I saw a Facebook post from my friend’s sister asking everyone to pray for her family. It wasn’t anything more descriptive or specific than that but I instantly received a message that told me who the message pertained to and the fact that this was a fatality. 

I had nothing to base this off of so I reached out to a mutual and family friend of my friend and confirmed that it was who I thought it was and it was a fatality. 

I couldn’t and still can’t believe it. 

I reached out to my spiritual mentor thinking I had a premonition and she said, “No Honey, that was a message, that your friend communicated to you. She confirmed who it was and what the situation was. She came through to you”. 

This was how I received the message; first it was a strong feeling in my heart chakra then a strong knowing followed with this,  “It’s_____, I didn’t make it”. 

Usually I receive for others not for myself. I will carry this experience with me forever.